By Ruth Skilbeck
In effect it’s a way of literally and
symbolically “occupying” the bodies of women that have been represented as
‘objects of desire’ by male artists throughout art history, as projections of
male artists’ perceptions and devoid of female subjectivity. Women artists are reclaiming female bodies,
as their own subjects, and part of this is reflection and interrogation of the
issues to do with “the gaze” – such as this article.
The power and value of this is that it
counters the dissociation of contemporary society, and modernity which is
literally and symbolically manifest in the mass media, and our largely unconscious
ingestion of images, of representations of women as sexualized objects in
advertising, mass media, and porn, that are dissociated from the people who are
represented and the people who make the images- to make profit in capitalist
consumer media society. The effects and affects of this dissociation is
manifest and articulated by countless individuals around the world in symptoms
of internalized anxiety and phobias about their own bodies, selves, and
relations with others, creating barriers to real communication and meaningful
relationships, in the cultures of neo-liberalism and consumer capitalism which
create casualization in the workplace and in personal intimate relations
between people. These are connected, through the unconscious feelings we have
about ourselves, and our own self confidence and values about what is
meaningful in life, appearance – and certain kinds of objectified “approved”
appearance- has far too much “value” attached in the media cultures that are
sponsored and fed and manipulated by advertising and vested profit interests in
the products and ideologies re-presented and reproduced in media cultures.
Through women artists reclaiming the right
to self-representation, and doing this they reposition the personal as
political, and representations of desire as social, and their art counters the commodification
and objectification of women that oppresses and subjugates women (and men)
around the world. The processes of engaging with these artists and their works,
and the wider social issues of the importance of women documenting and
recording their own experiences, as personal reflection and art, for the
purposes of raising awareness of consciousness of humanity and countering the
agents of oppression of women, has also strengthened my faith in what I am
doing in my writing, and its legitimacy, and driven away the temporary anxieties
of creating this new work.
Together we can create change, through
mutual support and building community strength.
So I am continuing to write Girl-Machine,
and it is almost finished. I am
publishing these notes from the moment of doubt to show that it is ok to have
moments of doubt, it is part of the process of creating, and all artists have
to face and find ways of dealing with this. My way here, is to make public as
part of the process of writing, the notes and anxieties that are usually left
out of public view, and excluded, so that the art work arrives as finished
product, a fait accompli dissociated from the labour, sweat, pain and human toil
of the process that created it and gave it birth.
I believe that part of the social and
personal value of art is the connection it enables both audience and artists to
the source of our humanity, what makes us human, our deepest selves, and our
feelings, through communication- on a real level. So as part of this, I am
sharing some of the inner journey of the process of making a work of self-based
art from written language, concepts, memories, desire, and reflection on how women,
and young women experience and live in society.
This is in contrast to the myth of the
independent woman as “cold, inaccessible, and free” which was the way in which
artist Tamara de Lempicka was described by her daughter, Kizette, in her self portrait (Autoportait in the Green Bugatti, 1925) in the “machine
age”, of the 1920s, driving her car: "The
self-portrait of Tamara de Lempicka is a real image of the independent woman
who asserts herself. Her hands are gloved, she is helmeted, and inaccessible; a
cold and disturbing beauty [through which] pierces a formidable being—this
woman is free! “This is also a myth I seek to explore, and
puncture, in Girl-Machine, in London in the media consumer culture of 1980s when:
“The ultimate kick is to remain completely impervious, to feel nothing, as the
other person falls utterly in love with your; as remote, uncaring and
invulnerable as a machine.” (Girl-Machine).
Saturday 16 March 2013
Writing
the inner journey is hard
It’s
hard to remain or keep trying to remain conscious, and to be aware of how one
feels, and try to have some understanding of where this is coming from.
It’s
hard, and I am having a lot of difficulty over the past two or three days with
barriers that have come up in my writing, of my inner censor, and I admit it is
fear, that is causing some apprehension of the reception of my work if I publish
writing on sexuality, and consciousness and subjectivity. This happened before
when the Breakfast with Monica story was published. I was so apprehensive of the
reception it did not make me feel good that it was published but instead
extremely anxious (even though it had a nom de plume. That was when my marriage
was ending). And even though I was writing about sexuality from a woman’s
perspective that grounded the sexual act in human reflection.
Even
though this was my aim and intention in writing this book (Girl –Machine) now I
am doing it, and writing it, I am being overcome by the same anxiety and fear.
And
this is despite the good conversations on Facebook that have been triggered by
my article on women artists censorship and the comments of how much we need to
have women artists and mother artists making art about these very things that I
am tackling in my book- female sexuality, bodies, consciousness, subjectivity
and how women cope in the world we live in, I am doing all that and have had
such positive response that shows this is so needed – because not many are
doing this especially in Australia where art is censored silently (and self-censored).
This
should make me feel like I am doing well that I am able to write about it in my
book in progress. But instead I have been paralysed by inner doubts- even to
the degree of today hours of agonizing over what would my ancestors (from the
18th century!) have thought about my writing about sexuality? And
seriously worrying about what their ghosts and ancestor-spirits would think and
are thinking now about my writing the novel Girl Machine? (As there is now some
small reference I made to them in the Dublin section). And instead thinking
that I should write a “proper” book, novel - historical interweaving about them
and my search to find my lost ancestry which I have now, and not bother with
the little novel first person novels I have been “working on” for so long in my
“inner writing” and my novels that never get published, as I have not even
tried to publish them.
This
whole rumination fear stopped me in my tracks yesterday, which was the day that
I had planned to finish the novel and send it to the publisher.
It is
now after 5 in the morning and I have been awake all night.
The
thing that made me feel a little better was reading an article that my friend
Karen linked to on her blog that I saw in blog feed about kundalini bad sex
experience written by a woman who writes about and lives the SM B and D
lifestyle. Not that my book is about this- but what she was writing about the
experiences of inner consciousness in the body was very interesting and human
and made me feel more human.
This
shows me, must show me that this is the value of my writing that I have been
trying to do, too.
It is
the difficult hard things that trouble us, that are those that we or I must
tackle as by doing so what I write may have value and meaning for others, that
may help them to feel more human too. Writing about sexuality with human
awareness and reflection, has this power, and it is so much needed as sexuality
women’s sexuality has been hijacked for the centuries of modern life, and not
just women’s in objectifying men are also losing out on their chance to
experience deeper meaning within them selves, and …..
on it
goes.
When
I research my ancestors what I see is that they loved each other, they had
fulfilling happy lives as they loved each other and were loyal to each other.
And I
think that in my life the modern lives in modernity we have lost that.
They
had better lives then.
I
know I am being negative, I am negative I can only write this and I am trying to
do what? Not trying to work through it I am just off loading some negativity.
Because it’s another dark night of the soul and I am alone in the cottage in
the middle of the night with a head that is ringing with pressure and pain.
3/23/13 5:39 AM
A few late nights later, I am very excited
to find in my internet research images of both Andrew Hastings Doyle and Sophia
Isabella Doyle (nee Norris) - my x 7 great
grandfather and grandmother (political exiles, Andrew was exiled to Australia
for life for his part in the Irish Uprisings around 1798, Sophia Isabella who
was of Hugenot descent and, according to one story I have read related to Irish aristocracy, went with him and with their 3 young children, as a free settler
and fee paying passenger). There is a photograph of Andrew that must be one of
the earliest taken in Australia in the early 19th century, and a
portrait he painted of Sophia Isabella, he was an artist and printmaker, by
profession.
I will publish these images in the Daily Fugue
soon, writing on their story, in the further ongoing unfolding of my story of
finding my motherline.
Images:
Andromeda (also known as The Slave) by Tamara de Lempicka.
Andromeda was a popular subject of 19th
century painting, represented by male artists. In the classical Greek myth
Andromeda was chained to a rock on the coastline as a sacrifice to a sea
monster sent by Poseidon to avenge her mother’s hubris in declaring her
daughter to be more beautiful than the sea nymphs.
Tamara de Lempicka was a refugee, exile
from the Russian revolution, and in her later works she also painted refugees
of the German Holocaust.
*Refugee: Slaves of State by Diane
Mantzaris
The work has visual references to the Andromeda
myth and its representations- by Tamara de Lempicka in her Andromeda (also known as The Slave) - and is a feminist, politically aware counterpoint to the 19th century male artists' representations of the myth of Andromeda, a popular subject of 19th painting represented by male artists.
Diane Mantzaris has an émigré background.
Diane Mantzaris has an émigré background.
de Lempicak-Foxhall, Baroness Kizette
(1987), Phillips Charles, ed., Passion by
Design: The Art and Times of Tamara de Lempicka, New York: Abbeville Press,
p. 77
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